Friday, October 23, 2015


Heart Pounding, I Wake Up~  

What Was That?

I pieced together a crayon sketch of the dream.  The dream was like viewing a stained glass window.

"I" somehow got drawn into the window?  

The darker disturbing dream sequences are new for me.  Why?  

The picture of the figure stayed with me, in a haunting way. 

One day a friend stated:
 *  "I really don't like the picture in that blog post."

"I don't like it either."

When she went home, I retrieved the picture from it hiding place  "underneath" a pile of sketches and notes.

I ripped up the dark picture in little bits and pieces!  I felt better, clearer~lighter

Next I gathered the bits of colored slashes onto a plain white piece of paper.  This will make it easy to recycle the shreds without dropping the pieces here and there on the floor.

Then, I noticed as I picked up the white paper and scraps, the shapes looked interesting, 
like an abstract design.   

Well!  I set the white paper down and played with the pieces of colors and lines, removing most of the black but not all.  I kept a little bit of the dark for accent, just like my high school art teacher taught me.  

The shapes arranged themselves, free of conscious thought of my own.  I love it!  I taped the newly arranged bits onto the white paper.


Stepping back~I felt a warm and positive "house" for me, a sacred space.  The spontaneous design of "tear and tape" technique opened a new window into myself.  I felt dimensions of space and time.  I basked in the brightness of images and colors.  I felt motion in stillness.

What Next?

** "Approach Today Gently...." 

Slowly I began to re-write (re-paint) my past to be more positive.  I picked up a card, it read "Clear Your Space."  I chuckled

After starting to clear and move forward, (again) I am now authentically happy for the upbeat visual movie fantasy dreams that are arriving.  I feel connected in a quiet way to these wonderful scenes and flashes of color and light.  

I am happy my night dreams and my waking reality are turning and returning into light shows.

"Today" I am coloring more, I am finding more humor (who me) in life!

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* Simultaneous Visions
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** "Approach Today Gently" from Deepak Chopra and Oprah Winfrey's 21 Day Meditation Experience, Miraculous Relationships.  Chopra Meditation Center online meditations, free online new 21 Day Meditation Experience begins Nov 2, 2015.

Free Chopra Lifestyle Newsletter, articles How to Rewrite Your Life's Story, 5 Meditation Tips for Vatas (wandering mind) Sept 8, 2015.  One tip includes coloring! 

Dahlis Roy: Visionary Artist, Author, and Tai Chi Instructor

Crayon Sketches by Dahlis
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